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So great of you to share, thank you ❤️

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You are so very welcome!

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Thank you for this - exactly the right moment, the right content, for today, for me. Speaking gratitude into the universe for your willingness to share!

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You are so truly welcome Tracy - this was a hard one for me to write for a lot of reasons - I tend not to talk about or think about the past much these days (not out of avoidance - but because it feels so distant) - but I knew that this would be helpful for folks and hopefully provide hope to those who are meeting me right now - that it is possible to rise up from a place that feels very, very hopeless. Sending you a lot of love, friend! I really appreciate your kindness and support so much.

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Thank you 🤗♥

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Thank you for sharing, I related to SO many of the things from this post. Especially being the stereotypical perfectionist oldest of 3 sisters, feeling of failure from a divorce, being lost after big career shifts! So I glad you found your way to meditation and gratitude. Looking forward to reading more of your posts.

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Thank you for the realistic share that let me see where you came from. I see some commonalities with own life and it puts more wind in my sails to keep me moving forward. -Helga Hikes

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I am so glad Helga! It has not be a quick path, and there are a lot of things that I wouldn’t repeat given the choice - but I definitely am now at peace with everything that happened, and feel like the ‘point’ of it was to ultimately be able to help others in a meaningful way. I think that’s probably what we all want, deep down - to connect and love our fellow beings. Thank you for your kind words and support, it means a lot!

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Anastasia, thank you for sharing this! It resonates so much with me. I think everyone who knows you will agree that we are so very grateful for you!

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You are so welcome Chris! While I honestly wasn’t able to see any positives in the midst of these experiences (while I was in the ‘thick’ of it) - I can look back and see where they were leading me now. Honestly, if somebody had told me to ‘be positive’ back then... I probably would

have smacked them 😂😂. I was very much in despair - and as such, I fully believe that we need to experience emotions fully and not deny them. However, as I’ve moved through the process - I’m now able to look back and find a lot of gratitude for all of the things that I once perceived as ‘bad’. So grateful for you and your friendship, Chris! ❤️

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You talked about feeling shame and guilt, and it made me wonder if you’ve read Brene Brown’s books? I loved them, especially The Gifts of Imperfection. Permanent part of my “personal growth” library! 😂

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Thank you for this. <3 <3 <3

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You are so welcome Christina. Thank YOU for reading!

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